We raced at the first Olympic Stadium...Kaiyah beat me. In my defense, I had bad shoes!
As we drove to Olympia a very poor little girl and her mother came to my car window begging for money. No shoes, no teeth, cuts all over their face and hands. I am so ashamed I didn't pull over and get my back pack from the trunk and give them money. We continued as the light turned green and drove past what was likely their "home" where a few other families were. Cardboard huts. Dirt. Deserted. I said, "Girls look. That is where the little girl lives." Laney said, "Mom, we should give her food." "Yes Laney if we had any we should." As I returned to the boat that evening and stuffed my face of endless amounts of buffet food, I was disappointed in myself. Living in Berkeley I would pass homeless people everyday without giving them money. Occasionally, if I had food on me we would give them some. But we WERE poor and we didn't have much to give financially. Now is different. I find myself thinking sometimes, I don't want to give a homeless man money, he's likely to go buy beer. (I've thought this ever since I was a little girl visiting Key West when we offered a homeless man begging for money some food from Burger King instead. He laughed at us and said "No, I want a beer!" He was angry at us. That left an impact on me for a LONG time. I have learned it doesn't matter WHAT they spend that money on. I am not accountable for that. But I am accountable for passing by the poor and not giving freely. Olympia taught me that. A starving child of God, old or young, will not pass me by again.


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